My Happy Ending

The clock is always ticking
My end will come soon
The gun in my hand
The closed door of my room

The bullets that I've spilled
With my trembling hand
For the love that I lost
I can no longer stand

The hammer goes back
The gun on my head
I close my eyes tight
And wait for the end

I open my eyes
And every things gone
The life that I had
The loves that went wrong

I thought to myself
In what time I had left
Is this what I wanted
Was this for the best