You're My Mistake, And I Still Love You

Looking into his eyes,

My insides melt, and my knees buckle,

His arm gradually makes its way around my shoulders,

And my whole body shakes,

I am afraid yet I want more,

I get shivers down my spine,

When he asks me if I'm okay,

His voice echos in my head and makes me fall,

Fall so hard that I lose my train of thought,

I forget for one moment in time all the mistakes I've ever made,

And the sin I am committing,

But his voice, his eyes, his looks, his hand,

Make me quiver like no other,

I'm lost, yet know just where I want to be,

And have no doubt in my mind that this is right,

But then the moment is over,

And I know that I have explaining to do,

I want to cry, and I want it to go away,

This pain in my stomach that tells me that I know what I must do,

But I made the mistake,

Just because I wanted to be his forever,

And no one elses,

I am with him everyday,

He just doesnt know it,

Everyday is voice is in my head,

And my hearts aches knowing the mistake I made,

But in the end,

She knows that it will all be worth it.