Afraid of acceptance,
but more of deceit.
unforgiving past,
lies seem to repeat.
angry at the world,
but more at one's self
living in denial,
no need for any help.
tears of many sorrow
but more of self pain.
longing for one's love
but too restless for the game.
loneliness crushes the soul,
but more inside the heart.
struggles to find independence
cannot not tell pity & change apart
One has hit rock bottom
fallen from any sanity
the mind spins away and around
living in a dark fantasy
A real smile is not shown within the lips,
but seen more inside the eyes.
useless to look for in someone like me..
my unhappiness only gets stronger,
it never subsides.
