I'm looking through my memory box
and started to cry
when i picked up our best friends forever bracelet
next i read out silly notes
and laughed like i was reading them for the first time
i dug through the rest
at the bottom
in a small envelope
was a razor
it was only used for when we
became blood sisters
i cried at the thought of the pain
i took the razor to my wrist and made the pain happen
i sat an reminisced
about every time you said you
would always be there for me
but i guess it was a lie
because you aren't here..