It reads STUPID on my forehead
Like a huge florescent sign
Feeling lost and confused
Am I wasting my time?
I was what you were looking for
It was written in the stars
You were seemingly different
Strange is what you are
I remember feeling giddy
When you'd come to pick me up
You made me feel so anxious
Like I was never down on my luck
Things I felt so deeply
The ultimate part of my womanhood
Sexy, Feminine, and Radiant
My esteem never looked so good
You told me I was special
Doing things you said you'd never do
But if you really liked me so much
Why would desert me out of the blue?
See, you were kinda different
Things were great, then you'd disappear the next
Messaged me a few months later
To tell me you were back with your ex
WTF?!!? Is all I had to say!
Was I reading the message right?
Read it over a million times
The only conclusion: REALITY BITES!
Like I said before
I was a huge sucker for you
You made me feel great
Cause well..., I guess I was a fool
But when talking to you again
This is what you claimed
You screwed up once and
Your affection for me before wasn't just a game
You apologized profusely
Got me thinking you were true
You wanted to be friends again
But I don't think it'd be that easy to do
I try to see the good in people
Even when everyone else sees all bad
I still think you were different from the others
Even though my resentment had me stark-raving mad!
If I gave you another chance
Would I be the one to blame?
For letting you back in my life
Thinking things would change
I guess I'll never know
Never know unless I do
I just hope my decision is smart and NOT stupid
So my hate can come unglued.
