Heartbreak

My heart stopped beating
and i was drowned in regret
the tears they came down
my hair became wet
as i lied on the floor
and the tears they drained
from my eyes to my ears
i knew i'd never feel the same.
who do u talk to
when the only one you could talk to
is the one who made you cry?
who do you run to
when your best friend
is breaking your heart?
for the first time in a while
i had a really bad day
and i couldn't run to you to hold my hand.
i love you and your my best friend
but why can't I have both?
you said i think we'd be better as friends
but why would i risk you saying that
if i didn't think we could be together?
i can't take anything anymore.
i wish i could die.