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by .Just Jessie. May 4, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
As I lose energy I think of when I wished to die I use to hate living I'd scream, I'd hate, I'd cry Life sucks when you're a prisoner Life sucks when you're me Why is everyone sad I thought y'all'd be happy I wasn't that important Just another big mistake So I cried myself to sleep one night too many And next my life I did take I don't regret a thing Not one little part I'm not breathing anymore You can't even feel my heart My wrists look depraved With scratches all across My body cold and blue From the blood that I have lost It's such a beautiful thing I suffer no more Thank y'all for not caring I just got a little bored You may think I'm a coward You may think I'm dumb You might just think why You were still so very young Well I'll tell you something I'm wild and I'm free I'll never have to got through again What that man did to me He made me hate And be angry all the time He made me feel useless But theres something I did find I'm happy I did this I'm splendid and free If only one could see that If only y'all'd look at me I'm not some little miss perfect Or snotty nose wench Just another depressed girl Who made one simple wish. PLEASE COMMENT....THANKS