I\'m not sure of a name

This is my 1st eva poem type thing its not very good but plz comment!!!

I was just thinking...
how much we used to fight
n i thought f uck i miss that
(its crazy i no but let me explain...)

at least when we were fighting
u were here with me
n thats what i miss
Ur my friend n will be till the end I LOVE U!!!

Even if Ur olds forced u 2 move schools n told u if u have NE contact with NE of Ur friends in NE way u r to leave home

they say Ur problems are our fault
yes i knew u cut
when they found out
they got pist off bcoz i didn\\\'t let them no
but i couldn\\\'t kill the trust
that u had in me like that
i couldn\\\'t n i wouldn\\\'t
once again i say
Ur my friend n will be till the end I LOVE U!!!

but what they dont c
or seem to wont to understand is...
its NOT like...
i sat back and handed u The knife

i tried to help
but u didn\\\'t wont help
i tried so hard some times
that it caused fights
n for that I\\\'m sorry
once again i say
Ur my friend n will be till the end I LOVE U!!!

n the fact that i cant
talk to u or ring u
just to see how Ur day was
or just to say hey
or even to check if Ur OK
kills me n i wont to cry
once again i say
Ur my friend n will be till the end I LOVE U!!!