Remembrance

Fcuk this.
It seems like every drop of sun,
Has just vanished,
And I’m left here with no one.
So what am I to do?
Who’s left to hold?
I think I’m finally through,
My last smile has been sold.
Nothing makes any sense.
My emotions are so worn,
This hate I feel is so intense,
So tattered and so torn.
I’m wasting all my time,
Thinking things are going to change.
I’m repeating the same rhyme,
I’m still playing the same game.
There’s no one around,
To hear me if I scream,
Because I do not make a sound,
I am not who I seem.
And as this blood slides down my wrists,
I drain your thought away.
Every drop is one more kiss,
That we could have shared someday.
I’m trying to forget,
How your hands felt, wrapped in mine.
I’m staring at this scarlet,
Pretending everything is fine.
When I know inside, I’m dying,
‘Cause your persona’s left my head.
I realize now, I’m crying,
And all I see is red.
Your breath was on my neck,
Your tongue was on these lips,
My emotions are a wreck,
I miss your fingertips.
I miss your almond eyes,
And the strength that’s in your arms.
Your touch kept me alive,
They protected me from harm.
Your love, to me, meant everything,
And I know that it was true.
I’m sorry that we ended,
But I always will love you.