You Are Dead

I once saw you die
I once say you fall
But here you are living
Denying my senses

Something tells me run
Something tells me flee
I continue waiting
Ignoring internal warnings

You are suppose to be dead
You are suppose to be broken
Instead you are still here
Making me question myself

Five attempts it took you
Five attempts to end you
But I see you standing
Appearing so clearly

I know that you are dead
I know that you are gone
But you are here breathing
There is a chance I am crazy

Inside I feel fear
Inside I feel dread
I am not running away
Pushing aside all warnings

You smile evilly and gesture
You smile wickedly and point
I turn around eyes wide
There I am in final suicide