Back to what we had

All get back
To how it was
To what we had
Though I shouldn’t complain
Because I know
I have yet so much more
Than I hoped to have
A while ago
But though I know
I have nearly everything I want
I sometimes dream away
My memories take me back
To what we had
Was different
To what we have now
Is so different , too
But that’s the only similarity

What we have
Mostly makes me smile
What we had
Mostly made me cry
Though I don’t know why
Because I still can remember
That our laughers were
As loud and pure in that time
As our words are now
When we talk about
What is so long ago
But that seems to be the only similarity
When I think about
How it was
When everything was so different

*Please, tell me what you think.
Thank you very much.

Sabine