Hate You

Every time I walk into this house
I end up falling deeper into this hole
trapped in this box
I just need to let go

Somewhere I can breathe
Share my feelings
since you don't want to hear me

Just let me leave
I see your deceit,
your lies and cheats
and I won't let it get me again
it had me once
but I'll never go back there
you had me trapped there
and I see it coming back.

Get out of my life
can't you see your causing my strife?
tonight could be the night
I just might seek the light
through the blade of the knife
or a thread of the rope
in hope that someone will miss me
think about me
have some feeling
instead of doubt me

once I'm gone, what will it be like?
will you cry and hate yourself for what you did to me inside?
because I do, yea I hate you
and its time for you to feel my pain
and for me to be free of this stressing

My eyes see less and less
of what you contest
is beautiful, so I need a little something
to see you in a different way
no better days, they only get worse
because when i think i hit rock bottom
I continue my spiral downward.