Ain't Being Me, Feels Like Living In Disguise,
Haven't Been Given A Try, Instead I Shiver An Die
Seems I'm Living A Lie, But No One Even Noticed
Whole Lifestyle's Hopeless, But You Already no this
I'm Drowning In Sin An Chokin, Gasping For Breath
Refusing To Die, Cuz I Know I'm The Last Real One Left
But Will I Pass The Test, And Gain Entrance To Heaven
Or Will I Go TO Hell In The Results Of A One Eight Seven
Whole Life I Been Tested, But Don't Know My Score
Now Living's A Chore And I Ask Myself Wut I'm Here For
And God As No Sign Of Answering....He Never Does
Maybe Cuz Its The result Of All The Things I Ever Done
So I Want Him To Give Me His All, An Try To Murder Me
Take It Back To My Birth And Have Me Murked So No1 Ever Heard Of Me
If Not, I'll Handle It MySelf, But People Say Suicide Is The Easy Way Out,
But They Never Been In My Shoes, Every Night Crying As I Scream An Shout
Wit Nothing To Dream About, So Now I'm Alone And On A Track For Death
Knowin I'm Gonna Die From A Slice Of A Knife Or A Blast From A Tec
I Know I Turned My Back On Friends, Only Cuz They Did It First
They Wasn't The First, And Since Birth I Been Cursed To Lay In A Hurst.
