Tell me what you want i cant take it anymore we work better as Friends then with what we had before.
you act one way but then you act another, and you still find ways to hurt me even though we're apart from each other
i thought we were fine when we were together but i guess i was stupid to think love last forever
you promised not to hurt me from the start how was i suppose to know that you would tear me apart
you told me you were sorry then i guess it must be so, but you might be lying again for that I'll never know
you act all sweet now with the friendship we have when really you don't realize it was a good thing we had
all these questions has me tied up and confused it wasn't me you cared about it was the idea that you used
i go through this year making you think I'm OK, its a routine i live it day by day
i promised myself that a boy would never make me cry, now i laugh at it for that was the biggest lie
isn't is funny when i see you i always smile even though that memory will be with me for awhile
after the breakup i thought you still had feelings for me in the end, but then you changed my mind, you started liking my best friend
and then when she rejected you, you called me up to complain when really i was the one who was going through all the pain
but you got over it quickly and fell in love with your ex, but when she rejected you, you refused to move onto the next
slowly but surely you told me you moved on, but i didn't believe you i knew that feeling wouldn't last very long
we talk on the phone for almost 2 hours everyday, it's kind of our thing and i hope that habit will stay
but then last night we got bored and decided to 3-way with my friend and knowing you, you'll probably like her in the end
i went to school the next day and joked about last night, then you turned to me and said " i might be going to the movies with her Friday" i sighed i knew it i was right
i had a chat with her and she promised she wouldn't go but that wont stop him from trying to convince her, he never liked the answer no
even though she promised she wouldn't go it still worries me inside, i don't think he'll like me again which would explain why i cried.
these tears are worthless, they wont bring him back and he'd probably just reject me, i don't think i could handle that
he said he hated his ex and never wanted to talk to her again but today at lunch he was treating her like a friend
i don't understand why do i feel this way i told myself never to like him again another promise i wasted away
what do i do now go tell him how i feel, i can't he'll think I'm a fool if it's my heart i reveal
i shouldn't feel this way i gave him all my trust, but he threw it back at me and left me in the dust
so i guess i should let go although it will be tough but he's given me too many heartbreaks and I've had more then enough
but i cant do it, he's gotten under my skin, he has a hold so it's hard to get over him
but in my heart i know i have to try because all that he's put me through brings tears to my eyes
i wish i could explain this i know its hard to understand, but my mind is made up, I'm letting go of him.....if i can
