The Girl

I'm the girl
That sits all alone
I'm the girl
Who feels unsafe at home

Theirs no one to protect me
From my own harm
Theirs no one who cares
About the cuts upon my arm

I feel alone
Because there's no sound
I feel unloved
Because no one else is around

I'm on my own
feeling more pain each day
But there is one thing
Thats around everyday

The feeling of death
Stays by my side
I've got a plan
That will let this pain subside

I don't know when
I don't know where
But I know that soon
I will no longer be there

I won't be in your way
I won't destroy your life
You won't have to punish me
For never doing whats right

I fade in the darkness
I fade in the light
No matter where I am
I'm alone in the night

Not everyone knows
Exactly how I feel
Not everyone's knows
That the pain I feel is unreal

The pain is taking over me
I can't take it any longer
I'm only growing weaker
I am no longer stronger

I am not strong enough
To hold back the pain
The only way to end this
Is to put my life through shame

I will be in shame
The moment I take my life
I will never forgive myself
Because I know this isn't right

I was once the girl
You use to know
Now I'm ending my life
But I want you to know

That I will never forget
What we use to have
The feelings we shared
The love that we had.