I lay on my bed and think only of you
I turn on the radio and each song makes me do the same thing too.
The pictures on the wall don’t help much.
You seem so close yet too far to touch.
The pain is a bit much.
I miss you a lot
my insides feel like they’re tangled in knots
I feel so lost with out you here
I don’t want you so far I want you near
The pain is a bit much.
I took to take a walk
but everywhere I went reminded me of you
the smell of the rain, the scent of the air,
the fountain in the park, the moon reflecting in the dark
The pain is a bit much.
And nobody knows this but me
but I wish you had never left
I know I should get over you
but its just so fcuking hard.
The pain is a bit much.
Everyone says its good for me that you’re no longer here
but I see it differently
I wish you were here.
I’m facing everything on my own
with no one to love
This pain is a bit much