Saying goodbye is the hardest thing to say

I will never forget the day when i had to say goodbye, just the feeling inside was undesirable, to be looking at you laying there, looking into your eyes and know this will be the last time i will be able to see or speak to you, i wish i could have more time to say What i want but the time is so short i don't want u to leave me, they tell me your going to be in a better place, thats bullshit cause how is it a better place when u are away from your loved ones, i dreaded this day my hole life and now it's hear and i don't want it to be, there was so much we had planed together and now it's over, it's been 2 years and i will never be the same like the same when u were here i miss u so much Gran and someday we will see each other again in another life!