Sorry so long but it's worth reading in my opinion..
here's the story of a boys life.. and how he died because of suicide..
His name was Matt.His dad beat him for stupid things.His mom sat there and drank.His dad was an all day worker and when he got home he yelled because his bad day.When Matt wouldn't listen he would hit him.He had piercings and tattoos to cover the bruises.He wore long black shirts or wristbands to cover his wrists.No one knew what happened after his father got home.His mom was nice to him and loved him dearly but when she drank she was mean.She started to drink every night at 7 to be drunk and ready for her husband to come home.They would go upstairs and get a trip while he sat in the corner holding his knees to his chest and wishing he would die.He never thought of suicide until one day his friend was talking about how his dad's friend jumped off a building roof that was 20 stories high.He was thinking of different ways to die.That night he climbed on his roof and jumped.He survived with a left broken arm and a bruised up left side.When he recovered he thought again.He wanted to die so bad.That's when he started to cut.He would cut so much you wouldn't know what one was recent or not.He let so much blood bleed out of his arm for some time until he cleaned up the bathroom floor.No one knew his thoughts and ways.He was used to having to keep everything cooped up inside.He didn't think anything was wrong until his friend saw his arm and told the counselor and he talked to him and Matt got mad and got kicked out of school because he hit the counselor.His dad found out because his mom told while she was drunk after she promised Matt she wouldn't tell.Matt went off and got beat twice as hard. He then yelled HIT ME HARDER!!I DARE YOU!!I WILL CALL THE COPS AND SEE LOOK AT MY ARM!!I DO THIS BECAUSE OF YOU!!then his father charged at him and threw his across the room.Matt landed on his back and became numb.His whole body went limp as his dad kicked him.Matt just laughed because he couldn't feel anything.He blacked out.His dad took him to the hospital and said he hit a tree with his skateboard.When he woke up no one was in the room but his dad.His dad said dam you.you were supposed to die.Not live and have this miracle that is cast upon you.When he left the doctor came in and Matt told what really happened and he blacked out again.The police came and arrested his father the next day and when he woke up once more his mom was there crying and praying to god to let him live.Matt said mom.His mom looked up and hugged him.He asked how bad he was and his mom said I'm sorry but you are paralyzed for life.She cried even harder.Then he realized his friends were around him.They were even crying.Then it hit him his mom was putting up an act for everyone she didn't care for him.When he got out and could function his arms a little he went in his mom and dad's room and got their gun and put it to his head and yelled for him mom and she came up and saw him and got on her knees and pleaded with him to take it away and said she never meant to hurt him.He said too late for apologizing now.I love you mom and i hate you got making me do this and letting dad do this to me.It's all your and his fault. Good-Bye. The end..
