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by dhara May 5, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about death
My Dearest Diary, i cut myself again today i think i'm starting to fade away he broke my heart again and i cried how i should have known that b a s t a r d lied my hopes were almost high but, as i looked at the dark night sky i decided i would end it all tomorrow soon they would face the painful sorrow the day soon came i felt a little shame frightened beyond words i pretended i was Juliet and held a sword insanity had finally taken over me i dont know why, but i smiled with glee finally, i took the knife and stabbed my soft, delicate skin as i see the blood spewing out i begin to cry and shout i think to myself "oh God, what have i done?" but it's all through and done now and they will soon know why and how....