((Endless Road))
Why is it when you don't get to see me all you do is complain?
When you get the chance you act like you go insaine.
I don't like knowing that I always make you mad,
I wish I could be a better person but It's all that I have.
You make me the best that I will ever be,
I want you to understand and listen to me.
I know we've been fighting alot but we alway's pull through...
I don't know if you knew but that's what true love will do.
You mean the world to me and even more,
I just don't want the posibility of you walking out that door.
I want to go to bed at night knowing that I'm in your prayers,
Showing that no matter what your love will be there.
There's so much that you have taught me and I hope you know,
My feeling's are coming out and beggining to show.
But baby I'm not trying to start a fight,
I just need to talk to you...Can't it be tonight?
Just to feel you when you hug and kiss,
Is something that I will always treasure and miss.
Youve helped me find a part of me that I never knew was there,
Showed me the meaning of love, trust, respect and care.
When I cry your always there to help me,
Even if it means changing the person who you wanted to be.
Wanting to be strong and show no fear,
Is something that you proved until I came along this year.
You show me now that you are more caring then I thought,
Out of every guy I have seen your the only one who has me caught.
I know it may not seem like it now,
But I'll be here to help you in someway....Somehow!
I want you to be proud to be seen with me,
Is it something that I have to ask or can it be for free?
I dont need a knife to cut anymore,
You persuaded me that cutting wasnt what it was made for.
No longer am I angry or sad,
I found a side of me that was happy all along but I thought I never had.
Not having to do anything to make you smile,
Makes me finally think "Maybe my life is worth while."
Always wanting to run away and make myself die,
Is something I always wished to do until that special guy.
Your the only one who can turn my world around,
Pick me up every time that I am feeling down.
Your smile is what lights my way,
Picks me up when Ive had a bad day.
I dont understand who you wish to be,
Your the best there is...Cant you see?
Ever since you came along my dreams have come true,
Never once have I felt like Im making mistakes with what I do.
When you hold me in your arms I feel secure,
Like nothing can ever happen to me thats for sure.
He turned my whole life around and made it easier for me,
I always made things harder then they really seemed.
Right now all I need is to hear you say "I love you...
No matter what you are planning to do"
We've been through both the good times and the bad,
Something that nobody has ever had.
We've had times where we have laughed and cried,
Screamed at each other, Said Im sorry and sighed.
Ive been thinking about my younger years,
Never has anyone but you stopped my tears.
I will be by your side for so long,
Through the right and all the wrong.
Your smile is the one thing that makes me feel like everythings going to be alright,
Shows me that life can be great even if we fight.
So now I know that love really does have a true meaning,
I hope that Im not being too serious or maybe even dreaming.
I can be less and I can be more,
Whatever you want...I will do anything for shore.
I can be funny and I can be sweet,
Theres more to you though that I still have to meet.
I want to know what your like when your sad,
What you really do when your angry and mad.
If I ended up getting hurt or maybe even worse,
Would you start doing drugs or begin to curse.
With time and effort we can make it through,
Even if you and me dont know how or what to do.
Having you in my life is the best gift I will ever get,
I will go on remembering the times that we have shared and never have regret.
Regrets are something that I will never have with you,
Our fights and even the day after valentines too.
I dont know if im giving you everything that you need,
Whether Im giving you what you want too see.
Saying that I mean hopefully you see my love,
Happiness and confidence...Everything above!
Whether you help me or not this will still be told,
Your the only one who has never put me on hold.
I dont know if this poem means anything to you,
But nine months to both of us is really something new.
Ive lasted but never have been like I am right now,
You should know that you dont even have to ask how.
I am told that I get this look in my eye whenever I hear your name,
Also getting told by your friends that you are the exact same.
Im getting to that phase where I am beginning to trust,
Now its like I dont need to know what your doing...Its not a must!
I can believe you when you tell me you dont,
Mess with other girls I know that you wont.
I can promise you that I am the same,
Please dont give me the guilt trip and put me as to blame.
Never once have I thought about anyone but you,
I dont know if its a big deal but I hope you know that too.
You probally think that what Im saying is stupid and dumb,
But for some odd reason Im getting all numb!
Butteflies in my stomach and thoughts in my head,
Wonder and fascination of what will go on in your bed.
Remember this though thats not all I want from you,
Its who you are and everything you do.
Your face when you smile..Puts one back on mine,
Helps me go threwout my day and know that I'll be fine.
Times when we're in person we never know how to say,
"Your the only reason that I am smiling here today."
