Actions speak louder then words they say
Words hurt deep anyway
For in your words actions are created
Whether it be uplifting or berating
The past brings feelings flowing up
Sometimes those overfill your cup
Spilling into your everyday life
Bringing pain and causing strife
Words unneeded spoken aloud
Emotions erupting in which we are not proud
Destroying the things we ever so seek
Breaking us down; making us weak
Pushing, Pulling reaching for more
Upon these feelings our heartache does soar
Dragging those we care for all the way down
Into the darkness in which we all might drown
Realization does bring the light
Uncovers the reasons from why we do fight
Bringing the hope of a better day
Unleashing the sunlight upon all the gray.
Hope begins that moment
When we have uncovered all our torment
Recovery Begins right now
When we admit the feelings that make us all bow.
There was a connection the moment we touched
So overwhelming it became oh to much
I know that now looking back then
I see the errors; Understand my sin.
Although you had a part in the unraveling scene
I had no call to be so mean
The problems I faced reflecting on you
With emotional baggage that made me unglue
How can I make you understand
This was not some grand ol plan
The torment of my past
Has to end at last
Look to the future after a while
Look at the things that made us smile
Look at the moments we shared
Look at the trust we dared
Discount that if you must
But please remember all the trust
That it self should make you see
Just how much you mean to me.
* This poem is about loosing something that meant alot to me
