Iam PAINS Target~!!!

Why does the pain keep coming to me
I'm its target
I'm all it sees
Please god take this pain from me
I don't want to end up like my brother Leigh
He did drugs and went to jail
I don't want to be him
I don't want to fail
Let me stop the way I get rid of pain
Let me succeed in life's little game
I want to live a healthy life
Not see blood dripping from my wrist every night
I have friends all around
But they don't seem to really care
So I hide in my little lair
I add another cut to the scrapbook
Now my arm has a whole new look
I want to live a happy life
But i no that I wont come true
For all my life i have dealt with strife
One day I'll just let go
and i will sink the unbearable low
I love my family and of course my friends
so say goodbye to them
for when it all ends

***thanks for reading i no it a little long please please comment it would mean the world to me thanks*****