The Pain Of others

All I do is cause people pain
Most of the time it starts of a game
From a game it turns to hurting you
And for weeks after that, I’m always feeling blue

I feel so happy, I feel so glad
Until I hurt you, make you feel sad
I wish I could stop the way I act
Or even die, just fade to black

All my anger has built over time
Instead of a blade, I’ve started to rhyme
I can’t relieve anger, no matter how I try
It will never go away, even if I cry

With all the anger bottled up inside
Its making my life one very bumpy ride
With life so tough, its so hard to live
With death on the line, to sin I want to give

When I started to finally sort things out
I stuffed it up, I mucked about
I didn’t do what I was supposed to do
I messed up again and now I’m blue

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