Breath no More(NOT SLANG)

I’ve been here for so long,
My soul can no longer hide,
The feelings I have I,
Keep so long inside,

Hold me a little closer,
My arms are getting weak,
Soon I will fall,
Help I will not seek,

Midnights coming,
To take me away,
To another life,
Were I might feel ok,

I try not to cry,
And to breath,
I wish no more,
Just let me leave,

The stars need to convince me,
That I don’t need to sleep,
For hours or days,
Life I’ve been told to keep,

Everything will make sense,
When I get better soon,
An impossible goal to reach,
Just like reaching for the moon,

Maybe I feel different,
Because I truly show myself,
To the world I’m so real,
Through all the un-provided wealth,

Collapsing from a sadness only I can see,
Falling to the floor,
Never getting up no reason to live I decide,
I want to breathe no more.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on May 5th, 2005