Watching him change

Ill internalise everything
and count the raindrops on your perfect face
as they merge with my teardrops
as were walking away

Ill watch you change
and count the teardrops on my ugly face
as I see you slowly trashing the place
kissing the girls
scr*wing my friends
to think that I wanted you to the end

Ive seen you fall down
and I count the scars on my arms
I can still taste your scent deep in my mouth
still feel your damp warmth
and miss your charm

But youve turned into rohypnol boy
with the unconscious girls
and your gangb*nging friends
I realise Ive lose you
and I wont love you again