Maybe I'll be ok

by Anna   May 5, 2005


Maybe Ill be ok
If I close my eyes or turn away
Take my mind to somewhere else
Far from this place
I hate this place
The memories flood my mind when I stand here
and the pain and fear flood over me
like a blanket of darkness
And I'm so alone in the black
surrounded by silence in a place full of talking people
and noone knows that I want to scream
I want to throw things
and f**k things up
I want to slash my arm and feel the pain throb as blood seeps with red richness
And I want to lie in the middle of all the judging morons and feel the relief flow over me
I wish I could show them all
show them and shove it in their faces
and as I watched their disgusted faces I would scream
and lash out at them
like I lash out at myself
see the shock and realisation in their glossy f**king eyes
I want the relief I crave from the morning after through to the moment the blade cuts the skin

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  • 19 years ago

    by XKt_ShellyX

    Honey,
    hope you are ok.
    another great poem.. makes me feel so sad tho.. wish you didnt have poems like this n them be so real.

    x

  • 19 years ago

    by Wolfwood

    Good poem, i know what you mean. Could you rate some of mine.