Everyday people say
how much they care for me,
but I'm changing in a way
that they cannot see.
because everyday I look the same
I wear a smile instead of shame
they cannot see the death
inside of me
and no matter how cold
i grow each day
i live on this beautiful lie anyway
because that's what
I am here to do
from all of my suffering
there comes someone's gain
as long as some good comes
I'll keep taking this pain
just so anyone can enjoy living
more than I do
every time that I feel sad
I think of the people
that I make so glad
and decide to live just for that
it keeps me bound
forever to this earth
to live and to suffer
since my birth
this is just a moment though
I know ill keep living
I'm not always so full of hate
and I'm not always driven
