I know you are out there with a girl
which one I do not know
but she has taken my rank
and put me below
however, you still rank
number one with me
if only you knew
if only you could see
if only you knew
that as each day goes by
I want you even more
it brings tears to my eyes
I wish you could see how often
I think of you
how you make my life
not seem so blue
if only you knew
how my heart tears
when you ignore me
when that other girl is there
I sit all alone
with tear filled eyes
hoping you not thinking of her
soothing my mind with lies
for I it's not a lie
that your are thinking of her
but I think want to accept it
I want things the way they were
I cry myself to sleep
and tell you my love has turned to hate
you tell me that your sorry
but for that its much to late
I wish I never loved you
I wish I never gave you my heart
because now your with her
and it's been torn apart
in your heart
I'm no longer there
but you will remain in mine
but tell me why I still care
if you always put me at second
but I still hold onto hope
and although the pain grows each day
I still learn to cope
although I'm second in your heart
and yes I know it's true
I will always continue
loving you......
