Unknown feeling

Theres a feeling i have
that i cant explain
but i know its there
cause i still feel the pain

i don't know if its
anger, hate, or fear
but maybe I'm just stupid
for i keep getting lost in this tear

maybe its love or passion
but I'm sacred to trust
for every time something good happens
it all turns to dust

so what do i do
with this empty hole
a hole i keep falling in
and soon will take my soul

so what do i do?
TELL ME NOW!
to stop this falling
please tell me how!

before I'm lost
lost in the night
in the darkness
without a fight

so tell me now
how to break free
tell me now
how to find me

for i have this feeling
this feeling i do not know
this feeling i hate
for it eats at my sole

please tell me what to do
my sole is breaking my mind is lost
this feeling this thought are killing me
please help ill pay whatever cost

so please help me break this feeling
before i am lost inside
help me find this feeling
so i can no longer hide

i call to you now
for i really do need
your help your guidance
or this hole will continue to feed

*i know its kinda long but tell me what you think*