Love your knife

All i do is watch
because theres nothing else i have got
you flip out if i smile at you
and theres no saying what you will do
sometimes you beat me
sometimes you yell
or push me down stairs, remember that time i fell?
i hate you with all my life
but i love your knife
nobody is even going to notice
I'll take your knife
and also take my life
I'll slit my wrist and maybe other places
only so i don't have to see
you and your preps faces
i cant live a lie anymore
theres nothing to live for
i don't know why I'm treated this way
i never did anything but walk away
and now this will be my last day
i lay on the ground
and with the knife i love so much
i take my life i hate so much
and on top of my body
is a letter for you
this is all you have to do
just read it
and you'll understand
and maybe
I'll pass through your thoughts
and haunt you every day
because you know you made me this way
i hope you feel horrible
i hope you are terrified
because the girl you once loved
just died