Fading

ALL CONFUSED,TORN UP INSIDE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU MADE ME CRY.A DECISION TO HARD,SO HARD TO FACE.SHOULD I RUN AWAY OR STAY IN ONE PLACE.IT WOULDN'T MATTER HOW HARD I TRYED.I WOULD BE THE SELFISH ONE IF I SAID GOODBYE.ITS NOT YOUR FAULT I'M THE ONE TO BLAME WHY WOULD YOU LOVE ME,AND WHY DO I EXPECT YOU TO CHANGE.ITS ALL THE SAME AND IT NEVER ENDS THE THOUGHTS OF YOU INSIDE MY HEAD.AWAKE ALL NIGHT THE PAIN NEVER ENDING.OUTSIDE I'M HAPPY,INSIDE I'M FADING