A feeling of being forgotten
A darkened fear of never being able to get over shows in my eyes with each falling tear
Each passing moment brings another memory of you
So hard hard to forget the feeling
The feeling of you, the feeling i feel each time i hear that voice
Don't wanna be without you
It's so hard to believe, it feels like a bad dream and now being with you is a fantasy
No memory of pitiful arguments or why your love decided
It's all drowned out by an overflowing sound of I love you
With each echoing of th repeating phrase draws me closer to an unbearable longing to hold you
You not only took a piece of my memories but you took all my heart and dreams
You unknowingly locked me up with an invisible key and when you left it became visible
Still I don't try to reach for it
For i don't need to
The cage you unknowingly locked me in is wide open
but
my heart and soul won't let me go
Won't let me leave and even my mind truly believes you need me
And in all reality you hold the real key
Can't let go of something that's so meant to be
Uncontrollably your name flows through my mind
and without you I feel lost
Passing through the days as if i were in a maze
and my only guidance has winded off and i can't find him
Consistently searching
A mixture of emotions runs through me like a vast spreading poison targeting my heart with gross amounts of pain and confusion
Wiry wandering a flat plain of nonsense stumbling over invisible answers i can't seem to see
searching for the truth of a pure and unconditional love
but I'm fogged from seeing by a mass of dark unknowing clouds
so like a bird i try to fly over but the pain keeps me grounded
trying to put together the pieces of life but the most important piece seems to be missing
so back to that feeling
and unanswered questions
forgivingly awaiting for my guidance to take me back
