How could i let this happen.
he was my everything.
i was his yin, he was my yang.
We were two very different things that came together to make something good.
Sitting here thinking of the countless hours we talked.
Talked of the future,
talked of how much we loved each other,
talked of what we would do in the coming summer.
It's so hard to admit it wasn't meant to be.
It's so hard to admit i won't have you for mine for all eternity.
So hard know I will never be able to hold you in my arms, never get to fill you sweet touch.
That same touch i dreamed of day after day , night after night.
That touch i so longed for.
that touch that lingered in the back of my mind for four long months.
So hard to know that i will never get to saver the sweet taste of those lips that always used to form these words of encouragement.
those three simple words " I love you."
Those lips that comforted and eased my pain.
Those lips that i so long to touch.
to torch with my own.
It shall never happen now.
so hard to admit i will never get the tingles down my spine from you. the one is dream pt of night after night.
So hard to admit i will never be held in those arms.
Never be comforted bye that firm grip.
That grip i drempt of night after night.
So hard to admit i don't have the promise of your love.
The promise you told me I would always have.
So hard to admit i need to move on.
So hard to admit you are not mine.
So hard to admit that there is no more Taby and Paul.
So hard not to be in denial.
so hard to admit that i love you but can't have you.
so hard to th ink of you.
so hard to hear your sexy voice without wanting to cry.
So hard to admit you not the one i,m going to spend all eternity with.
