Truth

I close my eyes
And see your face.

I try to rid of it
But it takes its place.

My heart beating fast
Why can't I put you in the past?

I love you so.
But you see her.

I feel faint.
But I must hold on.

Thoughts and feelings confused
What have I to lose?

Your friendship is special.
To change that brings great dread.
What if that friendship ends?

I take a deep breath.
My heart tries to escape my chest.

I can't breathe.
I can't think.

I try to say I don't love you.
But the truth is right in front of me.

I try to hide.
I try to sort through
The truth and the lies.
But the truth I now see.

I love you.
But will you ever love me?