Do I Really Want To

I can't get you outta my head.
But do I really want to?

I'm glad that you are happy.
But am I really not sad?

Would we make it?
Or would we break it?

I can't lose you.
But what if I do?

I don't want to think about it.
Don't want to think about you.

But thoughts of you fill my head.
Why can't they just be dead?

I can't get through.
But do I really want to?

Do I really want to know my feelings for you?
Do I really want to?