Will You Ever Be Mine?

You look at me and smile.
Do you know how that felt?
You turn back around,
But I've already drowned.

I force myself not to blush,
When brown eyes meet blue.
Do you know what you do?
By just smiling at me?

Your eyes are filled with laughter,
And I wish for a happily ever after.
But for that to come true,
I'd have to confess my love for you.

How could I tell you that?
I'm so confused.
I don't know what to do.
What do I have to lose?

Your friendship
Is a price too high to pay.
And we would never be the same,
For another day.

Do I want to risk that?
What if you say yes?
What if you say no?
I feel like I'm falling...never to stop.

Will I ever tell you?
Could I ever tell you?
A mystery left untold.
Maybe yes, maybe no.

Why am I so afraid to lose you
When you aren't even mine?
Will you ever be mine?