Standing in the most isolated place that I could find,
I stand alone trying to escape my mind...
I've disappointed you tonight...
I'm sorry, but I was just uptight...
This depression’s slowly killing me,
Turning me into someone I do not wish to be.
Forgive me for I do not reach out,
I stand alone in crimson tears and doubt.
Wish you were by my side when I sleep,
I wish you could be here to hear me weep…
To hold me when I scream and wipe away my tears
Too much pain I’ve bared alone for all these years…