Turn around

Something isn't right
i can feel it inside
its time and time again
i have to run and hide
take a wisp of my pride
run away and leave my self blind
your the treasure i have to find
running against the cold wind
i hear a voice saying turn around
but i pretend not to hear
and i feel stuck in second gear
and head forward and start to steer
nothings going right
every things unexpected
i feel all alone
in a crowd of people, all unknown
i am the stranger everyones looking at
i don't care, I'm not here for that
where are you i need you now
i need to hear you tell me its OK
i need you feel you in me
I'm blinded by the light and i cant see
I'm hiding out in the dark
questioning my self
should i turn around and go back
or run and hide and just leave like that
breath in,close my eyes
words and thoughts run through my head
i hear nothing but lies
i want to search within my self
but i don't have the strength
my only length of pure will
and nothing but guilt fill
i eventually turn around and go home
passing through the crowds, i still feel alone..