I’ll fly as high as I can until I fall
Into this inevitable drowning ocean
I’ll look under the water as I descend
And gaze up into the stars in spinning motion.
I should drink a poison and choke on it
Just to hear my self scream and cry
And suffer just to think about
If I’ll ever know why
Maybe I’ll slice my heart in half
To get rid of this pain and jealousy
And I’ll taste the blood in time
To realize that this is my reality.
I could ram my car through glass
Just to see it pound into my skin
And see it cutting away
To unveil a deeper me within.
I might catch a sword by its blade
To see it slice the palm of my hand
And let the rage poor itself out
So maybe someday I’ll understand.
