Diary Of A Lonley Girl Part 1

This lonely girl's tears
Continue to fall
She's left in this world
With the commotion of it all.

The fear and the pain
She's felt since she was three
Is still here to torment her
She can never be free.

She watched the fire
And the house going up in flames
She was only 6 years old
So the police never looked at her with blame.

The saddening name
Of that lonely little girl
Who watched her father kill her own mother
In this awful darkened world.

She was so messed up
She didn't know what to do
Maybe her mind was screwed up
But more screwed up than me or you.

The day she watched her father burn
Will be left in her lonesome memory
The satisfaction she finally felt
Knowing that her mother's spirit was now free.

Free of the tears and pain
That was left in her only daughter
Wondering why in this lonely world
Her father would even bother.

Now that they are both gone
And she no longer has the will
The only thing left in her mind
Is for herself to kill.

Kill her lonely self
And watch the blood slowly drain
Trying to get rid of
All her fear and pain...

~Madison Kay Leigh~ March 3rd 2005