Diary Of A Lonely Girl Part 2

She watches her blood drip
Drip, drop, drip... all the way to the floor
She feels her mothers pain in her own heart
This feeling she just can't ignore.

The wrath of pain and desire
Fills up her lonely heart
Pulling and tearing
Every inch of it apart.

Loneliness echoes through her ears
Surrounding herself with memories
Good, bad, and in between
But in her mine they will forever be.

The blood continues
And she feels numbness as the pain starts to fade away
If only there had been someone to lover her
She never would've ended her life today.

So drip, drop, drip, drop
The blood steadily runs down her arm
Nobody in this world would guess
That she could do herself harm.

The silence lingers on
Then you can hear the sound of the blade drop
She then starts to panic
Because the blood will not seem to stop.

She watches in fear
As her blood gushes out so fast
She falls to the floor crying
Though her actions she cannot grasp.

She reaches out
Hoping that someone would be there
To save her from herself
But as she dies, she comes to realize, that no one would ever be there.

~Madison Kay Leigh~March 4th 2005