I Want To Dissappear

I want to disappear,close my eyes,
curl up tight and hope to die.
I'll whisper to god my last prayer,
and tell him this is all i can truly bear.

I want to disappear, never come home,
sleep forever and to be alone.
I'll never have to miss you or the way you are,
or have to live with this un-healing scar.

If i disappear and leave no trace,
I'll never even have to think of your beautiful face.
But once i disappear and from this world i will part,
It wouldn't matter any way because you never knew i was there from the start.