I'm sitting here now,
thinking of what I should write.
Nothing has been alright,
everything is upside down.
I feel so insecure with myself,
but you comfort me still.
In your arms I seek refuge,
you're my sanctuary,
My only hope to get away from it all.
When things are rough,
you're always right there beside me.
You stand by my side,
even when I don't deserve it.
You tell me you love me,
But all I do is sit and stare.
You asked me if I loved you,
and I replied yes.
But that leaves me to wonder why you asked.
I know I may not say it often,
but do know this;
I love you with all of my heart,
and nothing will ever change that.
Not even after a million years,
my love for you will still stand strong.
Never will it be forgotten,
and I will never do anything to hurt you.
I just need you to know,
that I'm scared.
I'm scared of being hurt,
it's happened to me more than enough times,
and I don't want to be hurt anymore.
I know you'd never hurt me purposely,
and I'm scared to think of it.
It hurts so much,
and I feel like I'm screwing everything up;
like I always do.
All you have to do now,
is just please remember this;
My love for you will never crumble,
and it will continue to be strong.
You're everything to me,
and my life without you would be so hard.
And just remember,
you're everything I've ever dreamed of,
and you make me feel as if I have a purpose,
and for that you are truly special to me.
So with this,
I sign out.
My love for you will never fail,
and will last for the rest of my days,
and even then,
it will continue to live on forever.
