Why is it that I'm still your friend
and not your girl,
why is it that you are still
my whole entire world?
why are you still leading me on
when you have her at home,
why cant i tell you how i feel
your the only one who doesn't know.
why cant i tell you
that you had me from the start,
why cant i tell you
that you are the one holding my heart.
we met one day
a long time ago,
and from that minute
I've loved you so.
i have tried to tell you
so many times how i feel,
but every time i say it
i end up saying its not real.
i think you have kinda realized
how i feel for you,
but there is too much stopping you saying
"i love you too."
i don't think you feel
even half the same,
i guess to you this is all
just another stupid game.
but I'm telling you now
while I'm not scared to,
i don't think i could be
more in love with you.
you have my heart
you control my mind,
so please don't hurt me
please be kind.
This poem goes out to one of my best mates, i have told him how i feel a few times but every time i said it, I'd turn around a week or 2 later and say "sorry it was just me bein stupid, i don't like you anymore than a friend." i know its time for him to know the truth so this is to him!
