Trying to go on with my life
Trying to make it right
This addiction that I have
Its so hard to overcome
I see my weapon of choice
I see my flesh
I keep telling myself I don't need this
This addiction has to stop
I stare at the blade awhile longer
Then decide this is not the path I want to go down again
I want to stop, I have to stop
I throw the blade away hopefully to never see it again
