Its another day
Another way
to spend my life
with things that can't be right.
I look in my closet to see what smile to wear
a happy face or a frown
should i have a smile upside down
I can't nor won't let them see
see the real me
I don't cut but i think of ways
to end my days
to end this lonesome life
I can't find a guy the right guy for me.
I can't find a friend who i can tell who i really am.
It's like my life is a joke
but sooner or later I'll be hanging from a rope
I don't recognize my face anymore
its all a blurry illusion
I can't seem to understand why god did this to me and why i deserve this i have done nothing wrong
I'm starting to forget things,
memories from the past
all i can see is the day ahead of me and what smile to wear next.
