A Shattered Teen

I am crying all alone
And no one is aware
That every night before I sleep
I saw a suicide prayer
I try hard everyday
To gain satisfaction
Yet it never comes\'
And I feel I must take action
I find myself in the bathroom
Placing upon my wrist a knife
Pushing down as hard as I can
Trying to end my life
As I look at what I\'ve done
Now and in the past
All I can ask myself
Is how much longer will it last
I\'ve always had goals in life
But now they are only a dream
Because inside myself
I\'ve become a shattered teen