I couldnt expain..

"life's hard, its complicated to explain..
all i can tell you is I'm always in pain.."
I lie awake at night wondering where did i go wrong..
I don't know if I can do it anymore I'm not as strong..
I feel as if I'm dying and i have nothing left inside..
I have so much hurt and emotion that I have to hide..
I'm sick of acting happy, I'm sick of acting like theres nothing wrong..
I'm sick of acting what I'm not for so long..
I have to force myself not to break down and cry..
but i just cant seem to do it no matter how hard I seem to try..
"I hurt so many people i couldn't explain..
I'm not the only one..I put us all in pain.."

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