Heartbroken

I don't know how to explain
Exactly how I'm feeling
And i still can't believe
Exactly how I'm dealing.

I know I've said this a million times
How i love you with all my heart
But even though i shouldn't love you
I still don't want to be apart.

You were something special
And i hold your love dearly
But right now
I doubt I'm thinking clearly

My heart has died in many ways
And that's very painful
And even thinking these thoughts
Are making me feel shameful.

But just because i love you
Doesn't mean that you know how to love me back
So i guess deep inside myself
I'll just have to let me heart crack.

Madison Leigh--August 25th 2004