I feel…
Confused…
Upset…
Worried…
Actually I feel like…
God and Satan are playing games…
And whoever wins decides…
Whether something good or bad…
Happens to someone…
Who I love…
I feel kinda bad…
I’m making it all out…
As if it’s happening to me…
I know it’s not…
But it’s happening around me…
And to people who I care for…
Maybe it’s to make me stronger…
Maybe it’s payback for something…
All I know is it’s making me feel…
Shit…
I ain't sure I can cope…
Especially with all the stuff...
happening to Lindsay…
I don’t know how to deal with it…
I just want to breakdown…
But I physically cant…
I cry but not enough…
I need to realize its all happening…
And that’s what I can’t come to terms with...
times a great healer…
But 6months on and…
I still aint over my ex…
I don’t have all the time in the world…
